I heard that my FD is organsing a BBQ session, only selected people are invited.

Of course, I am not the invited people. I am quite upset over it. After that blog incident, they never talk to me and neither do I. I just feel that no point to talk with all these brainless people, easily believe of what others have told them than believing their own judgements.

After Joanne has advising me, I feel so much better. Even if they have invited me, I wouldn't want to go. Even if I go, I won't enjoy myself too. What for I want to waste my Saturday time with all these group of people. ZY also told me that my FD has no EQ at all because he believed the other staff than his own staff.

Sorry ladies that you all always listen to my grumbles. I feel better after pouring them out. I am fortunate that I have a group of good friends who are there for me when I am feeling down.